Tuesday, February 17, 2009

Does it ever get any better?

Wow, I don't know where to start. I guess this will also be a short post because I am pretty exhausted.

So, I thought I was pregnant again. Well, I was pregnant again. The bloody early pregnancy test told me I was. I tried not to get excited. I put away the books, I stayed calm, I ate right, I drank water and slept eight hours.

Only, before it had time to start, it stopped.

I had positive tests from last week until today. A light line, a darker line, a dark line! Yay! And then hmm am I getting obsessive here? I did another test, just to be sure and it was lighter. I have become addicted to web sites about miscarriage now. And they say - a line is a line.

So then I did another one today. Okay, I am TOTALLY obsessive. I justified it in thinking that it is President's Day and my Ob-Gyn office is closed. It was a big blank. No line, nothing. So of course, rather than sit down and do nothing, I get straight in the car and go for the digital.

This bad boy tells you whether you are "Pregnant" or "Not Pregnant" - the actual words light up on a little screen. Guess which one I am.

Tomorrow, I am going for confirmation. In protest I had a beef sandwich and fries at the Deli.
Sod the healthy diet for tonight.

4 comments:

Lisa said...

Life Lines is a GREAT blog name. Love it.

Am so sorry to hear this. It sucks. Keep me posted as to how the doctor's visit goes, k?

madeline40 said...

Lizzie, darling, I'm so sorry. You need to lean on your Mum in LA's shoulder.
I love you -- xoxoxo

Elizabeth said...

Thanks for your lovely support everyone...Lisa, will be in touch soon!
Madeline, same for you. I love you and want to speak with you soon too.

Elizabeth said...

Thanks for your lovely support everyone...Lisa, will be in touch soon!
Madeline, same for you. I love you and want to speak with you soon too.